Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Happy birthday dad.

Posted by missyew at 10:34 PM

Thursday, July 16, 2009

I had my first covenant meeting today.
Good to see familiar faces.
Nothing much has changed.
Except new way of teaching.
New teacher.
New book.

We were asked to share about our spiritual state.
I recalled doing the same exercise just this Tuesday.
It's strange that after a year of studying God's Word.
Most of us still struggled with regular QT the moment we were left on our own.

Erm, isnt this one of the area that will make me weak?
Lack of accountability.

I had countless opportunities to read His word.
Yet my mind was often far away.
At times even too lazy to read and meditate.
I give in to my will too often.

Another area that will make me weak.
Lack of self-control.

I dont want to waste my 9 months of study.
And remained at where I started.
I remember asking God to help me in the initial stage.
To be serious about experiencing growth in my walk with God.

Lack of praying make me weak too.

Must really take the covenant seriously.

Read the book of Luke.
Chapter 1.

Posted by missyew at 11:33 PM

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

I didnt expect my frens to take notice of my "status" in FB.
Put "exploded" cos of last nite incident.
One fren even asked if there were any casualities. Ha.

I did felt quite lousy last nite and decided to drop him a letter explaining.
When I reached home, I found a short reply.
Very simple but enough to melt and warm my heart.
Yup, it's a love-and-hate relationship we had.

I must give credit to him today.
He did well today.
His misbehaviour was minimal.
I like irritating him sometimes.
But I shouldnt try that too often.

Had a gd time spending time with mum too.
Went for a shopping spree for...durians.
But I am feeling abit sore at my throat.
Hopefully I wont fall sick.

Gotta go rest then.

Posted by missyew at 12:30 AM

Monday, July 13, 2009

I am feeling tired.
Maybe it contributed to the explosion.
Got real upset with my nephew and scolded him.
Surprisingly he didnt "retaliate".
Then I realised cos he was not feeling well today.

Feel really lousy.
Why did I take it out so hard on him?
I wished I had given him a hug before he go.

Maybe I should rest early today.
Two things will make me extremely explosive.
When I am hungry and tired.

So keep off my path when it happens.
Haha.

Posted by missyew at 8:39 PM